Ramble On

Truth

2007-04-10T20:07:00.000-07:00

The heart is deceitful above all things
and beyond cure.
Who can understand it?
Jer 17:9

but oh wait....next verse..

"I the LORD search the heart
and examine the mind,
to reward a man according to his conduct,
according to what his deeds deserve."

r e n a i s s a n c e

2007-03-19T15:30:00.000-07:00

This is my second chance
This is my one romance
This is the cutting line
On which I stand to show you

This is my broken heart
This is my bleeding start
This is the way I’ve come to know You

This is my winding road
This is my way back home
This is the narrow door you know that I will walk through

In pieces I’ve broken open to think too much or just enough
Alone to trust midst the rubble and the dust
Humbled, it took this much to break down and understand
Spent my life this far on castles made of sand
Tossed in the breakers in the palm of your hand
Now I can finally stand

This is my renaissance
This is my one response
This is the way I say I love You

and no one knows...

2007-03-12T19:17:00.000-07:00

I watch as the daylight crawls
past the shadows hanging on the walls
it's been a long time since I felt the stain of yesterday getting in my way

I'm alive but tell me am I free
I've got eyes but tell me can I see
the sky is falling and no one knows

we shouldn't be hard to believe
shouldn't be this difficult to breathe
the sky is falling and no one knows

you leave me hanging on
only to catch my breath
I've got You and I've got nothing left
don't leave me all alone down here
with myself and all of my fear

I'm alive but tell me am I free
I've got eyes but tell me can I see
the sky is falling and no one knows

the sky is falling and no one knows
no one knows

Powerful.

2007-03-05T20:33:00.000-08:00

Senior thesis is to blame for this one.... but just read it, Mr. Patrick Henry musta been quite the orator

Mr. President, it is natural to man to indulge in the illusions of hope. We are apt to shut our eyes against a painful truth, and listen to the song of that siren till she transforms us into beasts. Is this the part of wise men, engaged in a great and arduous struggle for liberty? Are we disposed to be of the numbers of those who, having eyes, see not, and, having ears, hear not, the things which so nearly concern their temporal salvation? For my part, whatever anguish of spirit it may cost, I am willing to know the whole truth, to know the worst, and to provide for it. .....

There is no longer any room for hope. If we wish to be free--if we mean to preserve inviolate those inestimable privileges for which we have been so long contending--if we mean not basely to abandon the noble struggle in which we have been so long engaged, and which we have pledged ourselves never to abandon until the glorious object of our contest shall be obtained--we must fight! I repeat it, sir, we must fight! An appeal to arms and to the God of hosts is all that is left us! They tell us, sir, that we are weak; unable to cope with so formidable an adversary. But when shall we be stronger? Will it be the next week, or the next year? Will it be when we are totally disarmed, and when a British guard shall be stationed in every house? Shall we gather strength but irresolution and inaction? Shall we acquire the means of effectual resistance by lying supinely on our backs and hugging the delusive phantom of hope, until our enemies shall have bound us hand and foot? Sir, we are not weak if we make a proper use of those means which the God of nature hath placed in our power. The millions of people, armed in the holy cause of liberty, and in such a country as that which we possess, are invincible by any force which our enemy can send against us. Besides, sir, we shall not fight our battles alone. There is a just God who presides over the destinies of nations, and who will raise up friends to fight our battles for us. The battle, sir, is not to the strong alone; it is to the vigilant, the active, the brave. Besides, sir, we have no election. If we were base enough to desire it, it is now too late to retire from the contest. There is no retreat but in submission and slavery! Our chains are forged! Their clanking may be heard on the plains of Boston! The war is inevitable--and let it come! I repeat it, sir, let it come.
It is in vain, sir, to extentuate the matter. Gentlemen may cry, Peace, Peace--but there is no peace. The war is actually begun! The next gale that sweeps from the north will bring to our ears the clash of resounding arms! Our brethren are already in the field! Why stand we here idle? What is it that gentlemen wish? What would they have? Is life so dear, or peace so sweet, as to be purchased at the price of chains and slavery? Forbid it, Almighty God! I know not what course others may take; but as for me, give me liberty or give me death!

Soundboard for my Mind.

2007-01-24T18:11:00.000-08:00

Never Forget.

This is what I am reminded of tonight.

Don't forget the times when you were weakest, even if you are strong now.
Don't forget the times you fell, even if you got picked up.
Don't forget the times you don't want to remember....

I am simply writing an essay for a scholarship-- but this truth came to mind:
I am who I am today because of what God did in my past. When I look back and think about some of the most difficult times I have experienced, it reminds me to be THANKFUL FOR TODAY and thankful for what God has done and where I am. It also reminds me not to take it for granted.

Just something to think about.

Ephesians 3:14-20

2007-01-19T08:24:00.000-08:00

"For this reason I bow my knees to the Father of our Lord Jesus Christ, from whom the whole family in heaven and earth is named, that He would grant you, according to the riches of His glory, to be strengethened with might through His Spirit in the inner man, that Christ may dwell in your hearts through faith; that you, being rooted and grounded in love, may be able to comprehend with all the saints what is the w i d t h and length and depth and height-- to know the love of Christ which passes knowledge: that you may be filled with all the fullness of God."

Love Song for a Savior

2007-01-03T19:58:00.000-08:00

in open fields of wild flowers

she breathes the air and flies away

she thanks her Jesus for the daises and the roses in no simple language

someday she'll understand the meaning of it all

He's more than the laughter or the stars in the heavens

as close a heartbeat or a song on her lips

someday she'll trust Him and learn how to see Him

someday He'll call her and she will come running

and fall in his arms and the tears will fall down and she'll pray..

I want to fall in love with You

sitting silent wearing sunday best
the sermon echoes through the walls

a great salvation through it calls to the people who stare into nowhere

and can't feel the chains on their soul

He's more than the laughter or the stars in the heavens

As close a heartbeat or a song on our lips

Someday we'll trust Him and learn how to see Him

Someday He'll call us and we will come running and fall in His arms and the tears will fall down and we'll pray,"I want to fall in love with You"

It seems too easy to call you "Savior",

Not close enough to call you God

So as I sit and think of words I can mention to show my devotion...

I want to fall in love with You...

my heart beats for You

Merry Christmas

2006-12-24T18:42:00.000-08:00

O come, O come, Emmanuel

And ransom captive Israel,

That mourns in lonely exile here

Until the Son of God appear.

Rejoice! Rejoice!

-Emmanuel shall come to thee, O Israel

O come, Thou Day-spring, come and cheer

Our spirits by Thine advent here;

Disperse the gloomy clouds of night,

And death’s dark shadows put to flight.

Rejoice! Rejoice!

Emmanual shall come to thee, O Israel

O come, Desire of nations, bind

In one the hearts of all mankind;

Bid Thou our sad divisions cease,

And be Thyself our King of Peace.

LIFE

2006-12-17T19:07:00.000-08:00

Life, believe, is not a dream
So dark as sages say;
Oft a little morning rain
Foretells a pleasant day.
Sometimes there are clouds of gloom,
But these are transient all;
If the shower will make the roses bloom,
O why lament its fall?

Rapidly, merrily,
Life’s sunny hours flit by,
Gratefully, cheerily,
Enjoy them as they fly!

What though Death at times steps in
And calls our Best away?
What though sorrow seems to win,
O’er hope, a heavy sway?
Yet hope again elastic springs,
Unconquered, though she fell;
Still buoyant are her golden wings,
Still strong to bear us well.
Manfully, fearlessly,
The day of trail bear,
For gloriously, victoriously,
Can courage quell despair!

-Charlotte Bronte-

stolen property

2006-11-01T18:08:00.000-08:00

i don't expect this to be read by many considering my prolonged abandonment. but i randomly went to john mayer's website and read his blog. and i stole this from him. i figure the chances of me finding this were pretty slim because of the complete randomness of it so somehow that makes this post worthwhile.

Imagine this:
You're on an airplane, sleeping with your head against the window, your heart set on being home this time three hours from now. All of a sudden, something goes very wrong. The plane stops moving across the air and instead starts falling through it. The lights are flickering and the movie is skipping. The plane dips hundreds of feet in seconds, and the yellow cups fall from the ceiling. They're a brighter shade of yellow than you remember, because unlike the demonstration, these cups have never been handled before. "Flight attendants take your seats now", you hear, the pilot's voice trembling over a cacophony of alert tones. You get that smell in the bridge of your nose like you've just been hit with a football. That's what the fear smells like. The plane is going down.
Four more drastic drops in under a minute. People are crying. For all the folklore about how your life flashes before your eyes, you're remarkably fixed on one vision - your parents. They're sleeping at this very moment, in a bedroom so quiet they can hear the clock in the kitchen. And you can see them, clear as can be. You wish you could see a playground or a first kiss, but all you can see is your parents sleeping. Huh. Well, that's that.
Several long minutes go by. Then, all at once, the lights come back on and the plane somehow rights itself. Some people cheer, but most people cry harder. The plane lands about an hour later, and as soon as you feel that touch down -even when you were within 50 feet of the ground and could still technically survive a fall - you realize that however you brokered the deal between you and God worked; you've just been granted life in overtime.
Here's the question: what do you change? Whom do you call that you haven't spoken to in years? Whom do you realize has been toxic to your heart and drop with surprising ease? What trips do you cancel, and what trips do you book? What can't you be bothered with anymore? What's the new you like?

Think about that, and then ask one more question. Why not just change it all right now?

Psalm 27:13

2006-08-16T12:07:00.002-07:00

I would have despaired unless I had believed that I would see the goodness of the Lord in the land of the living.

Ecuador.

2006-06-26T09:47:00.000-07:00

I've been home a week now. It really was a great trip. I learned a lot... and a lot of that was just from group devos we had at night. But some of it was from experience too. For example, when passing out tracts, I realized that no matter what your physical needs are, everyone has a spiritual need that is all the same. Like, people who are in poverty may seem like they need Christ more, but the rich guy who lives in a mansion needs Him just as much as the impoverished man.

The trouble I'm having now is applying all that I've learned to my real life. Looking back, I see what great an environment I had to focus on my relationship with God and so forth. Or maybe I just now realize how many distractions pop up now that I have gotten back into the swing of things at home.

Ecuador is beautiful- lush, green mountains and of course, that ocean. I'm really thankful that I got the opportunity to go. Another great thing was getting to know people a whole lot better! There's so much more to explain and tell... i'm sure random stories will pop up.

Dani leaves for SA tomorrow! I'm so excited for her... and I can't wait to hear all about her experiences.

i wanna be beautiful

2006-06-04T13:04:00.000-07:00

1 Peter 3:3-4

"Your beauty should not come from outward adornment..... Instead, it should be that of your inner self, the unfading beauty of a gentle and quiet spirit, which is of great worth in God's sight."

definitly my verse for the summer

the will to live

2006-06-03T08:14:00.000-07:00

When the last word has been spoken
And we've beared witness to the final setting sun
All that shall remains is a token
Of what we've said and done
When all we've had has been forsaken
Distant church bells no longer ring
That's the sound of a heart taken
And the story of tears from a king

The stones from my enemies
These wounds will mend
But I cannot survive
The roses from my friends

~ben harper

well rock my soul

2006-05-25T16:56:00.000-07:00

robbie throws a good class party.... well class parties*-- there were two goin on basically, the one inside and the one outside! i'm sure they were both equally rockin.

one year till highschool's over....

love you all!!!

This is the distance and this is my gameface

2006-05-16T16:38:00.000-07:00

Maybe then honesty need not be feared as a friend or an enemy...

So this is your maverick This is Vienna

the leaning tower of eiffel

2006-05-13T23:05:00.000-07:00

look at the big picture

2006-05-06T20:16:00.000-07:00

On this Saturday evening, I watched a Robin Williams movie with my mom called Final Cut. It was set in the future where implants could be put into people that record everything they see. Zoe implants. Then, when the person died, the implant could be taken to a person called a "cutter" who edited the film so that it could be shown at a ceremony to remember the person's life called a "rememory." Without getting too much into the main plot of the movie... it just provoked a thought. Imagine your whole life is recorded. This brings up so many questions!! Is what I'm doing worthwhile? If someone were to watch my whole life, would it just be a whole bunch of common random events or would it tell a story, would it mean something? And then the question of when you're caught up in the moment.... when you're having that fit of rage and it seems sooo important at the time: important that your way is the right way, or that you defend yourself and get what you deserve. when i think about those moments that i so often find myself in, it is most often those i would choose to erase because i realize how petty and insignificant those moments were in the whole scheme of things. i guess you call that living in the moment, existentialism. i tend to do that a lot. along with freaking out about things that don't deserve any worry at all. well in the movie, there were also people who were anti-implant because they thought it was changing the world-- people were watching what they said or did because they self concious of this recording. if we knew what everything we did would be watched by all our friends and family... would we still do it? say it? well i have bad news. if you think thats an uncomforting thought, think of this: your friends and family won't be the ones watching your life, a perfect, holy God will be. when we live knowing that we have to give account for our living, it changes things. i just wish that could always be on my mind. things seem so much clearer when i have that principle in view. sorry if i sound like i'm sending everyone on a guilt trip, not trying to. on a more encouraging note, remember those questions like "am i doing anything worthwhile..." well its good to know that we have hope in that if we're following after God we are definitly doing something worthwhile!
wow I didn't actually mean to write so much. I've noticed I've been talking/blabbering on a lot lately... apparently it's running over into my typing as well.

apologies

2006-05-03T18:52:00.000-07:00

I wanna live life and never be cruel
I wanna live life and be good to you
And I wanna fly and never come down
And live my life and have friends around
We never change, do we? no, no We never learn, do we?
So I wanna live in a wooden house
I wanna live life and always be true
I wanna live life and be good to you

juli's advice of the day

2006-04-23T12:36:00.001-07:00

"don't make someone your priority while allowing yourself to be their option"

it's been a while

2006-04-14T20:41:00.000-07:00

i have a job! i'm bringin home the dough... what can i say. well this makes life kinda hectic when i go to school all day then work right after and dont' get home till 10 on some week days.
so i went to get my first paycheck today.... I was also planning on spending some of it that afternoon. I was expecting maybe at least 120...so in anticipation, I tore open the envelope and see an "18," hoping this was a mistake, I read the pay stub and find out it's not. I did not realize that they're like 2 weeks behind. So I'll get paid for the last two weeks I worked, on the next pay-day. So this was disappointing, until my dad gave me his credit card, saying to pay him back whatever I spent. That is a good feeling- swiping that card. hehe.

It is Good Friday. Sometimes I think they should call it Bitter-Sweet Friday. Any one catch my drift?

oats, nuts and honey

2006-03-28T20:45:00.000-08:00

evansville tomorrow. as well as tux pants and passport pictures. and hopefully a shower.

cumpleanos feliz

2006-03-23T18:37:00.000-08:00

happy birthday on this day of the 23rd to my friend Zach!

((and Dave too))

my epiphany

2006-03-19T14:25:00.000-08:00

so just to warn you future readers, this post gets kinda personal. so don't delve in unless you want to.

so i kinda had a life-changing realization today in church. I'm really not sure what brought it on, besides God Himself. I just realized that for a long time now I haven't been letting God control my life and really wasn't on the right page with him relationship-wise. Well I think I already knew that, so maybe I more realized that I needed to change this and make it right. Then I got to thinkin about it, and realized how many things God used to make me realize this. I can't list them all.. Some of it was seeing some of my friends who really love God and really wanted to do what He wanted. the book Blue Like Jazz helped me see a lot of things in a different light. I think I've also realized, especially in these past months, how sinful man is. Not just sinful, but selfish and stupid and evil and if left to his own devices, will just screw things up. I saw this in my own life. I've become overly selfish, bitter, moody and even a little depressed in the past months. This is what happens when you don't let God work in your life. but when I think about all of it, it just really amazes me how all the circumstances just became so perfect for CHANGE. and then that makes me think how He orchestrated that in my life, he was using those to open my eyes! gah. it just gets me all emotional thinking about it. I guess the thing that really was the last trigger and the straw that broke the camels back was the issue of going on this missions trip to Ecuador with my church. At first, I just wrote it off as another youth group trip I wouldn't be going on. My mom encouraged me to think and pray about it though, and one of my friends did as well since she was going. Well I really got thinkin about it this morning, and heard the Pattons speak and Pastor Whipple speaking about missions, and it was during this that I had my epiphany.

I've actually gotta go because I have to leave soon to go to small group. That's one of the things I need to change. Getting more involved in church. that and so much more.... I will probably finish this post later when I have more time so I can explain more and even explain why I wanted to write it, but please just be praying for me.

It's amazing how He works. and can forgive soo much.

i shot a man in reno just to watch himm diiie

2006-03-18T18:58:00.000-08:00

zero homework this weekend, well, excluding two trig problems which I will be doin in my first-period study hall of our half day on monday! so today was quite a lazy day. slept in. really did not a lot. had to start cleaning my room, which was just atrocious. utterly atrocious. there were so many clothes on the floor that i just had to pile them all on my bed to see their extent. psh i haven't even finished. i've decided i need to update a lot of the pictures in room! yeeeah.

my quote of the day, stolen from seasons 1.....

"ew! ew! ugly-naked guy got a thigh master!"

bored

2006-03-17T08:22:00.000-08:00

FABA is today and so we've been doing nothing at all at school and so I'm in study hall updating my stupid blog!

1) I had a lovely birthday... thanks to all who contributed, you know who you are.
2) Rachel deleted her blog! i won't comment any further.
3) Going out to eat tonight at McGraws... Mmmm....

Lunch beckons.

looking up

2006-03-12T17:16:00.000-08:00

he said i'm gonna buy a gun and start a war
if you can tell me something worth fighting for
oh and i'm gonna buy this place that's what I said
Blame it upon a rush of blood to the head.

tar.hay

2006-03-09T14:03:00.000-08:00

ooo target is such a commodity!
especially for its rain-filled parking lots to stand in and talk to your girls about minks!

links

2006-02-25T20:30:00.000-08:00

i started on my link section.... i put you if i ever read or comment on your blog, but if you ask, your wish shall be granted (i.e. you will be added)

migraine. bed.

state tourney

2006-02-23T08:06:00.000-08:00

tonight is the first game at 4:30..... we play first baptist. i'm pumped up.

we start out 0-0. and we're about to go on a 3-game winning streak.

go lady eagles.
intensity, desire, hard work, hussle

WEEKEND UPDATE

2006-02-17T22:48:00.000-08:00

Today was so nice to have off from school.... I needed sleep so bad! (sleeping till noon can cure a lot of things) but yeah on that note, I've decided to cut down on my internet usage (ironic, i'm saying this as i'm up late on the internet) because it just takes up/wastes too much time. I'm mainly talking about the infamous AIM. This is mainly during weekdays... so if you see me online during the weekday... be like, "Juli, does your schedule really allow for this usage tonight?" or something like that!

But anyway, la spent the night last night and then I was woken up by her and zach coming through my room (which wasn't a bad thing) so I got up and zach made us scrambled eggs! and then we just hung out at my house the rest of the day, watched Never Been Kissed (i'm not josie grosie anymore!!!) and beautified lara (not that she needs it). then off to the game at 7.... ehh i'd rather not talk about it (we lost.)

but tomorrow comes OHIO. little weekend trip with dad, matt, and hannah. aunt van's 90th b-day thing (relatives I've only met like once??) and i think some basketball game and goin out to eat at Adornetto's (i don't know if i spelled that right... those ohio restaurants just go on sound... like polly-eyes.. yeah no one knows what i'm talking about)

yeah i better go finish packing.... i'm such a night owl!

i believe mrs. B said somethin like this in english, but I've decided that: I hate going to bed, I looooove to sleep, and I hate the getting up!GOODNIGHT

"in the deep chrome canyons of the loudest Manhattans.."

2006-02-03T20:45:00.000-08:00

so some time in study hall, the subject was brought up (by sobbie rummer i believe) of how we have had some classmates that we have gone to school with since elementary school or have known for a long time... but do you really know them?
so i was just thinking about this and realized how insightful blogs can be to get into the real thoughts of a person. one might think people would be very cautious about the writings they post on the internet, but i actually think its the opposite. it's kinda freeing to know you can just get your thoughts out there, but the big thing there is to be worried about is that you get out the right message in that people are perceiving your words the correct way you want them to.

so those are my thoughts for tonight.

early morning (at least for a saturday) to leave for a weekend trip with betsy..... wish you could come, raerae!

<love to all3

oh and by the way, did i mention how thankful i am for FEBRUARY BREAK!?

there are no perfect endings

2006-01-28T23:55:00.000-08:00

So if you made it, just be glad that you did and stay there.
If you ever feel loved or needed,
Remember that you're one of the lucky ones.
And if it's over, just remember what I told you
It was bound to happen so just...Keep moving on
There are no perfect endings.

~s.r.

blue like jazz

2006-01-21T13:17:00.000-08:00

"...dying for something is easy because it is associated with glory. Living for something... is the hard thing. Living for something extends beyond fashion, glory, or recognition. We live for what we believe..."

this victory feels goooood

2006-01-20T22:17:00.000-08:00

okay so we've been having a really tough basketball season where we just haven't been able to pull it together (most especially in our 3rd quarters... but basically.. generally) but our record doesn't really do us justice i think because none of them have been real blow-outs and we've been learning as we go, but it's just plain frustrating.

so tonight we faced granger. earlier this january in the eagle classic tournament, we lost to these guys by one point (34-33). so we knew we could beat them; it was all just a matter of putting it into action. well to sum it up (cuz i'm tired lol) it was pretty close throughout the whole game, but we had a run in either the 3rd or 4th quarter... anyway we ended up being ahead by 6 pts with 3 min to go in the 4th. so then they started fouling (mainly betsy.... and she did awesome on her free throws!) and we ended up winning 50-41. i must say... it was glorious to get that win. everyone worked so hard and was out there on the court giving 110% which i think is just when we need to keep winning. as coach brand says.... KILL THE SNAKES!

this 3-day weekend is off to a good start.... especially since my girl rayray will be here sunday! woot!

MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!

2005-12-23T19:27:00.000-08:00

tomorrow is Christmas Eve! I can't believe it.

it has come soooo fast this year.... prolly because i've been so entirely busy right up to the very last minute. but finals are over. and i'm on break. and it's Christmas. it can't get much better than that.

the only bad thing that happened was yesterday when me and alex got in a wreck! ah! that and i'm verrrrry sore. basketball will do that to ya.

well hope everyone who reads this will have a good Christmas.

my Christmas advice: don't get too caught up in all the presents and commercial quality of it....

SWLABR

2005-10-25T19:24:00.000-07:00

You’ve got that pure feel, such good responses
...But the picture has a mustache.

maybe it's just me..... but we've had a buttload of homework lately!!!!

yeah that's about all i have to say

i love random gifts!!!

2005-10-17T18:10:00.000-07:00

oh my word i love my rockel !

stupid

2005-10-06T20:35:00.000-07:00

i miss this girl

gallop

2005-10-02T00:28:00.000-07:00

yeah, what's up!?! ~~so fun!

the pleasures all mine, dear

2005-09-25T17:35:00.000-07:00

and my head just aches when i think about the things i shouldn't have done
but life is for living, and i don't wanna live it alone

don't build your world around,
volcanoes melt you down

Kissing the War Goodbye

2005-09-24T19:10:00.000-07:00

i love this picture

what a day

2005-09-22T16:06:00.000-07:00

lets just say i basically only went to 1st period and lunch.... and i feel exhausted basically in every which way possible. i had the strongest feeling today of "getting away from it all" and just being anywhere else in the world than where i was right then. it's a bit stormy right now.

now i fear that i may taste these tears rolling down my face and realize something is wrong
with the light of the sun in the color of the sky with you and everyone
~~phantom planet~~

I STEPS

2005-09-20T21:12:00.000-07:00

today since the rest of the school had those i-steps, the juniors and seniors didn't have to come to school till 11:30. that was awesome. i hated taking i-steps, and finally i feel like i got somethin outta them....getting to sleep in! sleep is quite sacred to me. anyway... i also got to go to lunch (you could call it my breakfast if you want) with my 2 favorite girls!!! i always have a good time with both of them, and today was no exception... we need to do stuff like that more often. then me and rockl proceeded to go to "old faithful" and survive through 5th-8th period. yep and went to the volleyball games with nick and betsy...then came home and watched JD become a rockstar lol. tomorrows already wednesday.... this week has gone by fast, maybe its cuz i had such a good weekend?

gimme one 'cause one is best
in confusion, confidence
give me peace of mind and trust
don't forget the rest of us
give me strength, reserve control
give me heart and give me soul
wounds that heal and cracks that fix
show me your own politik

but give me love over this...

demons

2005-08-27T12:22:00.000-07:00

My words confuse you
My eyes don't move a blink
cause it's easier sometimes
not to be sincere
Somehow I make you believe, believe

When I speak, I cross my fingers
Will you know you've been deceived?
I find a need to be the demon.
A demon cannot be hurt.

Honest is easy
Fiction's where genius lies
Cause it's easier sometimes
not to be involved
Somehow I make you believe, believe...

When I speak, I cross my fingers
will you know you've been deceived?
I find a need to be the demon
A demon cannot be hurt

mi favorito banda de un momento.... GUSTER

New Blog

2005-08-22T18:47:00.000-07:00

Rachel kinda 'inspired' me to start a new blog, fresh from the one i used for school last year. I really don't know what i'll write about...whatever comes to mind, lyrics, just whatever...alright well that's about it.